22.9.09

& it spread...

i & love & you has been streaming on npr for the last couple days. i & love & it.

then a song surprised me. to be honest i could never make it through the whole album because i would listen to it so late at night that a little over half way through it id get too tired & fall asleep. but i woke up this morning & turned it on & 45 minutes later "incomplete & insecure" came on.

it made me smile about my sad heart. weird? maybe, but its because i love those boys so much they can do that to me.

i haven’t finished a thing since i started my life
i don’t feel much like starting now.
walking out lonely has worked like a charm.
i’m the only one i have to let down.

but watching you makes me think that that is wrong.

i can go on with my insecure nature
i can keep living off sympathy.
i can tell all the people that all of the success
is a direct reflection on me.

but watching you makes me think that that is wrong.

what is important? what’s really important?
am i not to know by my name?
will i ever know silence without mental violence?
will the ringing at night go away?

it’s up to you.
my father called on me.

i haven’t finished a thing since i started my life
i don’t feel much like starting now.

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