why cant i cut like this?!

http://www.fallenprincesses.com/

i have no memory of who i once was, and i dont remember your name.

im jack johnson saying "hemp necklace!"

its getting lonely round here.

nostalgia makes the past look better, feelings just get in the way.

jimmy fallon is funnier than i thought.

FUCKED.

so, the other night in OH i was at my grandmas house visiting when she mentioned that there was a memorial in the newspaper about my other grandma in the OH paper. i thought to myself that it was weird considering my dad had told me they werent going to do that... then the article mentioned a memorial service on december 5th... which REALLY surprised me because my grandma was very specific on not wanting one. i found out about my own grandmothers memorial through another citys newspaper. so i called my dad and asked him about it and he told me it was something my uncle paul decided to do and he had also just found out about it.

get this,

its also going to be my uncles 60th birthday party.

how fucked is that?!?

away we go.

i was going to post something about jess' christmas present, but then i noticed that she is following me, along with a bunch of other people i had no idea were following me. so for those of you reading this other than becky...(which for a while there i was really just posting to you becky) hello friends! love you all... and i must now watch what i say more carefully. if you have blogs i dont know how to follow you so just drop me a comment with your blog address and i will stalk *cough* i mean follow you!

being myself.

its good to be with people i can be myself with. i think when im away from home thats what i miss the most. being me with people who love me being.

for instance:

i sitting next to a wood stove... quietly crackling and emitting comfort.

i bought this for you today.

guess what!!

i finished miss beckys christmas present just about two minutes ago. and i am so proud of what i have created. id post a picture, but we all know thats a bad idea.... 40 days!!

its 1am.

and i am half way through season 2.

i was alone, so i set a fire... and i wasted it all on you.

its 1am. and im listening to manchester orchestra... and loving their myspace transmissions. wish i could have seen them with brand new.

im ready for christmas baking...

i HEART justin timberlake.

i was in tears.

sony.com/experts

GO THERE.

what can i say, im sad so i cut.

crafting, slowly but surely.

1 day and 20 hours?!?

4 days until...

it isnt always all about you.

have you ever wanted to physically shake that sentiment into anybody before? i do. and all too often at that. my mother would say thats the evil in me. she may be right.

i took the day off.

see you in december.

wont be having thanksgiving in sequim anymore.

who is with me!

i need to be here.