uuuuuuuuuuuuuuugh.

free pizza, loaded with veggies from MOD.

grocery bag filled with day/night tylenol decongestant, english breakfast, and cough drops.
house reruns on channel 10.

i have had to work the last two ridiculously busy days while severely sick.... and the worst part of it was my damn gums are bugging the hell out of me. i was freaking out cause i normally love gum pain, but this was just getting annoying cause all i wanted is to dig something sharp in them to relieve the pain............ turns out its a sinus infection symptom.... who knew?

happy birthday auto-bot

its been exactly a year since i bought the damn thing. crazy weird.

i only know this cause i just did my taxes... and apparently if you bought a car in 2009 you get a deduction.... but only if you bought a car from feb 17th on.... WAY lame.

unfortunately my refund is lame and puny.... so we really gots to save beck. we can do it.... i just cant come to sequim all willy nilly.... and im cutting down on the fags................ and im just gonna stop eating all together..... i think thatll do it.

this line will permanently live on my body someday.

i baked a pie and painted a picture today.

SLF = scrabble love forever

i want to be my own roomate.... cause im a damn good one.

i want to learn to do this.

another one!

why dont we have one of THESE?

magical improv everywhere

its may day off... can you tell?

still. in spite of it all.

FML

neon museum.

maps... yeah yeah yeah

View beckys life changing birthday road trip!!! in a larger map

hotel menage...

is $75 a night right now......... AHHHHHHHHHHHHH!! im thinking if i book the hotel with my tax returns... its happening... no matter what..... what do you think?!?

imagine this...

saturday, the 24th: day one -- DRIVE
sunday, the 25th: day two -- DRIVE

monday, the 26th: day three -- REST, maybe stay in burbank and find where they film the office, and take a tour of the walt disney studios????

tuesday, the 27th: day four -- ellen
wednesday, the 28th: day five -- avett bros in san diego
thursday, the 29th: day six -- disneyland
friday, the 30th: day seven -- disneyland
saturday, the 1st: day eight -- california adventure
sunday, the 2nd: day nine -- DRIVE

monday, the 3rd: day ten -- DRIVE

i understand because my heart and theirs are the same

avetts on austin city limits -- smiles and love for dayyyyyyys.

ill need a shit ton of methadone...

to see this....

they're dead.

i want to illustrate a childrens book about dinosaurs...

brian andreas.

im going to start a new blog. for the year. ill post a picture, and a brian andreas poem... or a poem in general cause i have another good book mallory gave me awhile ago. im going to start it this week.... so look out!

the prettiest girl at the party....

today was my uncle rollands 50th birthday. i brought the birthday cupcakes.

he lives on lake ki in this awesome house...

theres a fire pit down by the dock... and a boat house where he has all these kayaks... it was amazing.

a bunch of my cousins i havent seen in years were there.... my cousin travis... (another hot cousin) and my cousins martin and cori and their spouses and kids. which was weird... cause cori is my age... and martin is matthews... and they both have baby mama drama and smoke copious amounts of weed. weird stuff. cori was the erika to my becky... so imagine erika with two kids and a wanksta boyfriend.... yeeeeeaaah.

my mom called me on the way home and said i was the prettiest girl at the party... which i thought was sweet of her.

i brought my cousin ben my brian andreas books to show him.... and he was amazed there was another person out there that loved him!!! so much so he offered to give me his print.... the print that belongs to the quote a few posts ago... hes too cool!! but i told him to leave it to me in his will cause he needs to keep it a little bit longer.

this post is sporadic but i felt like i needed to share my day. so there it is.

i want to PAINT.

crazy right? i may have just broke my "p" button.... ooh fixed it.

can you send me a picture of the dino i drew you beck?

ebay, you suck.

so i ordered a flip right? thats what i thought too. instead in the mail today i received a sony handycam ghetto-ness. yes, i just made up a word. i am THAT peeved. so i sent the sellar a nice email today, and hopefully i will get a flip in the mail soon. we will see. i have never had a problem with ebay before.

brian andreas.

is it the weird looking lady from england??

too good.

speaking of music.

i love this song a lot right now....

raise today -- peasant.

bones.

ive been watching this all day.

he loves me this much.

can i just say, will is absofuckinlutely wonderful to me.
he was my plus one at my lame trophy holiday party.
and surprised me with this forever reminder of me.
hes just too good. how did a manage to snag a friend like him?
i mean really!? its love freeel.

two loves in one. SHUT UP.

avett love @ charm city cakes!

feb 18 + avett bros + cake = i can die now.

i miss him. i miss him a lot.

i bought one!

catchy.

remember how i found a bunch of things at UO that reminded me of this? ...

check em out!

somethings hiding in here.

zoom zoom.

so i just went to kayak to set a fare alert...

the one and only time i have ever used it was also to go from SEA to DUB... to try and meet jake for the holidays. sad and lame.

but im going to try my hardest to do this, with one or none by my side.

sponser?

i think im going to take my tax return and go to ireland to see the avett brothers in march... tickets are like 650 right now... and i could spend st patricks day in IRELAND!

find some money and go too.

i need a passport and a flip.

hope? maybe.

if you would like to pray about that job at the school district for me that would be helpful. i cant be proactive about this, and thats frustrating me. its all about chance, and my moms ability to put in a good word for me. they are hoping for someone with a MASTERS DEGREE. thats certainly not me. i feel unqualified, but know i have the will to get it done. we will see.

is it terrible that the only reason i am considering this job is the money?